about my job, i am having doubts too... i really hate the environment that i am in as it's a very very politic place and can you imagine there is less than 30 of us of there... and some are sick in the mind... i am so multi task and earning peanuts... think it's really time to say Goodbye but i have a 3mths notice period.... can you imagine i am just a admin....
On a lighter side, met up with my dearies on friday and we had fun... it's been so long since i last party and i think i should do that more frequently to de-stress.... here's some picts:
- Mood:
energetic
就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜
就能准确的在人群中
牵住你的手
如果我能看得见
就能驾车带你到处遨游
就能惊喜的从背后
给你一个拥抱
如果我能看得见
生命也许完全不同
可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的
都不一样
眼前的黑不是黑
你说的白是什么白
人们说的天空蓝
是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天
我望向你的脸
却只能看见一片虚无
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
你是我的眼
带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界
就在我眼前
- Mood:
loved
my title simply do meant something right?? i simply thinks that every company has a bitch that thinks so highly of themselves.... but sorry to say that EnEn is not someone that let's you mess with... so Diva Bitch, keep your fuc*ing attitude to those that thinks you are the great almighty... **but hey! there is no one!!**
sometimes i really think that the problem lies with me... but everyone thinks the same way too. SO, am i the one behaving like a bitch or is it you?? Half a man??
on the happier note, i have gotten myself a new baby.... SonyEricsson W395... i know that this may be a old model but i have gotten myself the Hello Kitty version... and i am loving it.... this lightens the my mood a little... did buy some stuffs but forgot to take the photos... mostly pets stuff cos i am showering my Noona with lotsa TLC.... keke... BTW, i am not a dog mama but a jie jie as Noona is my little sister....
PS: my mood is sick cos i am disgusted by a fake half a man!!!
- Mood:
sick
I promise that i'll update soon k??
Cheers!!!!!
- Mood:
busy
- Mood:
crazy
I will be officially starting my work on 17th August 2009 at CornerStone Wines and i am so happy that i will be working together with BF!! the last time that i get the chance to work together with BF was like 10 years ago and he had gotten enlisted in Army after 2 months... so if this goes well, we will be like working towards a common goal as my Ponggol Lodge will be ready in like Q4 2010 and most probably will be able to get the keys in Q1 2011?? i can't wait to have a HOME of my own but i think i will be coming back to Buangkok pretty often as i will be missing my dad and Noona like hell... keke!!
speaking of my dad... i seems to share a friendship with him... why do i say so? maybe it's b'cos he listens to me more and we communicate like friends... i am so glad that he isn't like some horrible dad that is so hard to be near... it's hard to imagine that i will soon be moving into a HOME of my own without my dad and mum but i guess this is all a part and parcel of life.... every childs need to learn to build a HOME of their own...
bought Noona to her 3rd booster shot today and she is behaving well... but as compared to Missy and Max who are both 1 year senior, she still has a very long way to learn. Today is also the 1st experience for me to be behind the van with 3 dogs and i am so surprise that i did not freak out.... they are all so well behave, resting at my feets... only FiFi is barking and moving like crazy but she's in a bag... Noona takes the front seat with my dad as she's closer to him.... decided that Nonna calls me JieJie and my dad shall be Daddy.... haha...
This seems to be a pretty long entry but it's all bits and pieces of my updates.... since i am not working, i control myself on my spending.... listing of my buys but no picts;
- Benefit Benetint
- Maybelline Dreamatte Powder x3 [1 for me, 1 for mama, 1 for little sis]
- Maybeline Mascara
- Mood:
hopeful
As i am writing this, tear are flowing down. In another 4 hours, Noona is going to vanish out from my life totally.
I am so sorry that i have got to rehome you, and i believe that you will be happier not being caged up.
I am such a loser for making such a horrible decision.
I am so sorry Noona and pls forgive me.
I would always remember the 1st time i held you in my arms, the 4 week old you.
I would always remember the 1st day i fetch you home, the 8 weeks old you.
I would never forget the look on your face when you saw me back from Thailand.
Oh god, i never thought that writing this would be so hard.
- Mood:
crushed
- Mood:
crazy
All of my friends know that i am super anti-PRC and i also understand that it is wrong of me to be judging human but i just can't help it. i do not like the way that things are being done by them... we are all aware that HongKong men like to go to China and 'bao er nai' and that there are lots of family being broken up by them... this doesn't lead me to the anti-PRC but it's just that i feel that they are being very ego about themselves.... sometimes that things that they do are so curel but they still thinks that they are perfectly alright... er all have seen so many types of harm coming out from them and it had even caused innocent lives to be lost and still, they do not realise their mistakes and continue to bring harm to the world.... i am not going to name the items and deeds that have been causing harm to the world....
read this like and you will understand that i hate them even more http://www.animalsasia/blog/index.php?en
don't you think that this is such a horrible deed to end a percious life??
- Mood:
grumpy
Some LadyBoy Action @ Asia Hotel... THB1200 for 2....
Some of the yummy food @ ChinaTown BKK..... let the pictures do the talking....
Updates photos of Noona!!
- Mood:
disappointed
I have been thinking of should i continue to do my degree... BF gave me the idea 3 days ago cos he was like saying: "Instead of looking for a job, why don't you study full time and take some part time job?" i was like HUH!! cos i am not that prepared to be a fulltime student as money is a big issue for me.
As for the job search, i have been sending a few resumes out but so far, no replies except from Prudential... i did not remember sending out any applications to them... spoke to a Mr Alan and i am still considering as i really hate going to roadshows and i simply do not want to stand at the MRT stations... LOL!!
Irene aunt was nice to ask me to help out at her sis-in-law's childcare which i think i will be going over part time as i continue my job search.... but this only happens after my BKK trip....
YAY!! i am going to BKK in 2 days time.... TOM YAM GONG!!
- Mood:
worried
Cheeks: EDM Pink Ribbon
Eyes: Maquillage Twinkle Jeweling Eye "Gold", Kate GY-1, TFS Eyebrow BR2
Lips: Revlone Liptint
Ending with kisses from Noona
- Mood:
grumpy
Remember my little pup name Noona?? here's a photo of me and her....
- Mood:
content
here's some photos that i have taken in the month of June.... enjoy....
Some of my buys.....
In the month of June, i did not buy much as it was save save save but the pup had made me spent like $500?? it was just a small token to Cousin's lady boss for the adoption of Noona..... i need a job badly.....
- Mood:
cranky
Thursday Purchases 210509:
Tues Purchaes 190509:
Accompany BF to Far East for a haircut and i ended up with a ZA Pore Smoother that i love very much... have been applying this on the t-zone area for the past 3 days and i love that fact that i do not need to blot for at least 9 hours... i usually blot after 3 to 4 hours.... upon applying this super light weight smoother, my t-zone area felt smooth and applying the powder is easy.... i tried with EDM, BB and HD..... it is super worth the price of $15.90.
i have also gotten a DoDo Club BB Cream from SolMarket for $17.90. i love the pinky packaging.... more bb again....
Friday Purchases 220509:
i have decided to skip the lesson halfway as it was getting very very dry and all my 'kakis' have decided to leave the class and i didn't want to stay alone in the class.... have been shopping around Tiong Bahru Plaza as BF lesson only end at 9.30pm so i went to my favourite store - Watsons.... have gotten my vitamins supplies today and i also bought along a One a Day for Men for BF..... i have been taking the One a Day for Women for months and i think that it's great as it is formulated specially for a woman's daily need of vitamins.... now that there's one for men, i think BF should start too.... $33....
Upon reaching home, i am so happy to see the package from
The real reason:
must be thinking why am i buying so much this week, i guess it's retail therapy.... i admit that i do make purchases on a regular basic but this week is like spending my quota of the whole month as i am feeling real BLUE. my elder cousin has been diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer on last Sat and my whole family's mindset was in a mess.... now is slighty better and she had completed her operations just now. just hope that things aren't as bad as what we think....
another issue is that i am dealing with lots of unseen stress from work. it is not appropriate from me to state anything public but all i can say that it is not easy having to deal with complaint issues and lots of shits on a daily basic.... i really want to run away soon......
- Mood:
worried
This is how it looks like but upon applying onto the lips, it melts and gives the lips a healthy sheer pink. It doesn't contain any fragrance and it's tasteless, LOL!! I am loving this more than the Grapefruit lipbalm from Nieva as this gives a glossier look, without the need to apply any more gloss over it. [i am a super lazy girl when it comes to makeup touchup.] if i still remember, this cost me only $4.90.
went to see the little furkid just now and it shouts CUTE CUTE CUTE!! i have booked one and shall disclosed it soon.... it's only 3 weeks now.... Hope this is the right choice!! Tennis tomorrow!!! YAY!!
- Mood:
chipper
This is really inhuman. Please sign the petition: http://www.experienceproject.com/petitio

i think that these people are sicko and i pray real hard that when they die, they will be punished as baits!!
- Mood:
frustrated
Went to Ikea on Monday and my initial intention was to get a new TV rack but i ended up with tons of other things and total damage close to $450.... Here's the pictures of my 'new' lovely room....
- Mood:
creative



